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What happens when E turns out to be something else

I would like to see you add some info to your site about what happens
when what you think you are getting is E, but it turns out to be
something else more potent and mind blowing.

I was very naive and built
up this whole myth in my mind about how E was here to save mankind and
that it was divine. Not unlike the mexican's indian view of the sacred
mushroom. I had tried other things before including acid, but E was
what I was looking for and all other chemicals were inferior. I had had
30 - 40 good E expierences, never a bad one in the lot. I believed it
was impossible to had a bad one, alway the love and empathy were
present. Other things had in the past sent me on a trip to the hell
worlds, but never E. E was divine and from the gods.

Anyhow, my source
went away and I was without a connection. I searched high and low.
Nothing. Then finally some little green ones came along. My wife and I
did one, felt a little something, a slight bit of the love perhaps,
must be week need to have some more. BIG mistake. Nothing happened.
O-well, try some more. About four hours later I found out what it was.
What takes four hours to come on? You know. Acid. I was not expecting
this feeling and I was more than full of the stuff. Just then my wife
started getting some congestion in her thought and told me she was
having problems breathing. "O-my god I have posioned her!" what am I
going to do.

For the rest of the experience I watched her every
breath. I saw her DNA breathing. When breathed unevenly I panicked.
In reality nothing was wrong, but I was already down this path and no
reference point. Better get out of the house and get some fresh air.
Hopped in the car, the road was a giant rubber band, the car a spaceship
and everything was furry. My mind was a wreck, fear and paranioa, I was
being poisioned the world was evil. After about 8 hours the normal
course of that stuff, things started to calm down, although I could not
sleep, I felt that we would live. I must have had a very massive dose,
the visions were extreme and often disturbing and impossable to
control. Without going into the details the thought loops were also
very bad. Since it was not E someone had screwed me over, this had
never happened.

A feeling of total disillusionment followed. I was
depressed for a while. Since then when I encounter a new source, I use
exterme caution at first and test the ground. I don't want to wind up
four hours later in the wrong state of mind. I have never shaken the
experience and it still haunts me ( it really was a trip into hell where
four hours were equal to 40). I am always very nervious when trying
something from a new source. It is important for people to realize, the
real thing is a very divine substance, but the devil can were it's
clothing so to speak.

Rule of thumb, if nothing happens on 1 and nothing happens on two.
Stop. Wait four hours. It is better to be safe than sorry. index
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