Disillusionment

When I first started, I just wanted EVERYONE to have a taste of it, it was so beautiful.

I've given up pilling now, because last week I had to have an abortion - had I not been eeeeing off my face the whole time, I firstly would never have slept with the guy I slept with, let alone do it without contraception!

Now the thought of E makes me nauseas and sad - when I first took it, it was the best, best best thing I'd ever experienced.

I remember begging friends to take e with me, and telling them it's different to normal drugs. I don't think it is anymore.

It's just such a pity that people can't feel like they do on E, naturally.